Dammit! Is there someone in Pixar? I need help!!

Im 23 and and my hopes for the future is to animate, passing around Ideas, having fun at work! But Im not having much luck at that.

Couple of years ago I did ICT and Media in 2 different colleges, they both had animtion sections in the courses but It proved that could already make a ball bounce....
Maybe I should look into Computer Graphics... i think thats what the people at pixar did...

But It'd be great for some one to show me an apprentaship or something that allows me work in a fun enviroment, I want to make people laugh, shock em with a thrill, interest them in the characters, to work with people that doesnt think that my level of animation is great (cos honestly i have a long way togo) but this damn town... area is so....... bland. the media course i said i was doing well there was a course above that which invole more film and animation production in it but was sadly cancaled because not enough aplicants.

GAAAAAH! I love to draw, I love to make up whacky stories, I love to use my imagition to add on to someones idea.... crud... this text box is broken... i cant see what im writing.... fudge.
Okay seeing as im only guessing where the words are I'll just make this last bit of my Rant.
I need a break from this town, but to do that I need to work more, but i cant at my current work or I might kill some one the next time i say "Good Morning! And how are you today".... honestly the old people love me... mainly cos thats alll we get.... anyways I want to use the skills i got, I want to push my self and for once i want to work with people that i dont have to hold back with.... I like pie =£

So if anyone is reading this... thanks for geting tthis far, night night